Mother's Day |
The old drapes match the wallpaper so well, I hated to change anything. Years ago we tagged the
bedroom “The Beautiful room.” Did I really want to paint and throw away the
drapes?
In bedroom |
A week later I asked Marcy, “Okay, I’ve got to paint, but what
color do I paint the walls?” She never gave me an answer, but one of those
light bulb moments popped into my mind. “Why not change rooms? The guest-Savannah’s
room has white walls and white sheers.”
With the help of two men, the beds were changed out and the
beautiful room is still old-fashioned looking and will offer guests a great
sleepover. (If I ever have guests.)
In my new room with the gorgeous quilt, two plants found a home on a bookshelf in front of the south windows. Lovely.
Only life happens in spite of glorious gifts and change.
A few days after the move, I listened to Dr. Chuck Swindoll give a great message on my way to work. After I locked the car doors, I sent a prayer heavenward, “Lord, help me in my work
place. Give me the heart of a missionary.”
Something inside of me broke loose. By the time I reached my
desk tears threatened Why? I felt overwhelmed trying to hold back the crack in
the dam. Yes, I’ve spent more money than usual in the last few months with the
yard work and changes in the house, but hey, I’m living in the moment. I can
save everything and not have fun or I can trust God, be diligent with my
finances and enjoy life.
My emotions had nothing to do with bedrooms, changes or
finances. I’d asked God to give me a missionary heart, one that cares about
others, especially those I work alongside. My heart broke because I knew one of
those friends in my workplace felt angry with me.
I emailed my daughters, telling them little about the
circumstances, asking them to pray for me.
In only a short time I received an email from Marcy:
I will pray for you today. I have a card in my
cube my mother gave me that says, “Hello this is God, I will be handling all of
your problems and concerns today. That is my job. Your job is to give them to
me, and then trust me.”
I replied, “Tell your mother she’s a smart
woman and thank you for sharing with me.”
Keep reading to find the answer to the problem I faced.